Life Experiences......

It is a cool experience that i have been in 2011...

Jan 2011 to May 2011... i was having a hard time because i have quitted carrefour in Dec2010 and is wondering around... I was thinhking and planning of what to do... well, assuredly, my heart is faded off from God slowly.. I feel that there is no meaning to be so committed anymore.. Because what i wish in the cg is compromising and more... Well, i got many many doubts.. Actually i was going to SOT, but there are too many obstructions... In the end i changed my mind... And now I'm so confused once again... I wanna form my group of playmates; the group whereby i can care and give advise to.. The family that i wanna build is through my sincere heart... I don't mind to sacrifice.. i just want my friends around to be happy and joyful... using my heart to feel and listen to their cries within is what i really want..:D

hmmm actually from this 5months, i atually learnt many many things at one goal.. within this year, i will learn much more about life... i learned the true karma, the real forgiveness and to be friend from "a hard to forgive heart" to a peaceful heart... i also learnt how to trust in a stranger and the learning of what is negotiations in more wise way... i want to be a leader by my experiences.. that is why i need to be more successful... I need to move into another higher level of ground... i need more experience in life..


I learned about planning and sales.. i learn about to be openly giving feedback to people... i hope my kindness will gain more blessing to myself.. i need to change the way of how i think and see things... i need to move into higher ground of faith.. It takes time, patience, faith, trust, and changes to be made within myself.. God is watching me from far above... He is guiding me through the Holy Spirit... I am going to a deeper relationship... God is always helping me to go into deeper and greater in believes.. God is good all the time and all the time God is good..:D


I learned that when i'm hopeless, down, depressed and despair; God will show His grace and mercy in the end of each moment..:) God is really good... I will need to remember to praise Him for all the glory that He has shown... Hallelujah... Thank God for His mercy and kindness... I really hope for a brighter and greater breakthroughs in financial area too.. :) Trust is the Word.. Hallelujah.. i will need to confess the positive of God always too!!:) i need to press on to the higher calling from above.. i will always need to know that whatever i get is not because of myself; but by God's grace from above... Hallelujah!!:D









To Be Continued...:D